Steve gathered in a couple of Deist testimonials. One
was mine, an expanded version of which follows. I have requested permission to maintain the
other one here on the Deist Information site. I will post it if I get
permission. I am actively seeking more testimonials for the Deist
Information site.
Examined critically, the Christianity that I grew up with crumbled like
a dried out sand castle. I wandered for years in that wilderness between
agnosticism and atheism. In terms of religion, I knew what I wasn’t, but
I didn’t know what I was. For me, agnosticism was not just doubt, it was
indecision. Atheism was a step too far. It still is. Atheism is a firm
declaration that God does not exist. I would say scientific evidence
leans in that direction, but it remains an open question. I do not have enough
faith to be an Atheist.
Soon after coming to Deism, after reading Paine and several other
works critical of the same religious practices I, myself, criticized, I
realized that just tearing down revealed religion was just not
inspirational. Many Deists I met online were inspired, so I was
obviously missing something.
And so I came to a more modern and positive form of Deism, and it
fits. Constructive Deism is affirming and uplifting in comparison.
Now I am more involved in Deism than I ever was in my former
religion. I believe what I believe because what I believe now makes
sense. I am not trying to believe what someone else thinks I should
believe. I seek no one's approval. I meet my own expectations. I am my
own person.